SICK

It a bad week...
I was sick since Monday
Having flu obviously is a bad thing
It's even worst when you are trying to rush for the project and you getting sick at the same time...
Can't sleep well and Can't eat medicine because I was allergic to flu medicine
It just a bad week for me to go through...

I think I genuinely need tissue more than motivation now...
GUESS WHAT!!
I have used more than 5 packets of tissue this few days!
I know it's kind of wasting but I got no choice (cry)(cry)

On Monday, we have our Business Law presentation and the first presentation in this term
WELL, it's quite cool and we managed to present it smoothly.
I thought it will be very tough for me to present since it was something like debating
But it's alright and our "judge" looked so cool with her hammer HAHAHA
Here are my group mates with my cute overloads tutor as well as lecturer

Are we looked like some property agents that wanted to sell houses to you? HAHA

By the way! I still have one more things that will make me happy in this week!
We will be meeting on this weekend after so long~
I guess this is the happiest things that I will get in this week!
Can I get a hug when we meet!?
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Life is complex
combining all the emotions like happy, blessed, sad, and angry
It a matter of how you look on the incidents and how you tackle your emotions.

Down-ing

I was down sometime

No It's quite frequent recently

Didn't feel my heart in happy state 💔

Time was sometime not matched and packed

I hope I can do everything in one time

But it seems impossible as a human being

What can I do? I really don't like it when I miss out something

Am I supposed to say that I can't be too greedy?

People can't satisfy everything and everyone as usual

So what if I was not happy about? So what if I did something to make you out of that?

NO it will not work instead it worsen...

I can just keep silent and silent make things better sometime

Don't complicated it Just do it as simple as possible

Don't troubled others Just pretend it was nothing

I finally found back my ring today after I lost it for so long.

Does it indicated something? I not sure

Looking forward to Chinese New Year but time seemed to be so slow

Oh YEAH! It was almost two more weeks to go for Chinese New Year holidays!
I was so excited and looking forward to the amazing holidays since I have so long never rested well...
Since the school have started, I haven't went back home and spent my lovable time with my family and you...
I miss them, I miss HOME, I miss YOU *MY LOVE* <3
Even though Chinese New Year is coming soon, I still haven't prepared my luggage for going back hometown T_T

Tons of assessment have to be submitted at the same time and I was chionging for it almost everyday.
Chinese New Year has become my motivation from struggling with the projectsss...
I just need a happy, free and enjoyable day to rest my mind!
Motivation somehow in helping me to be more positive

Anyway! PLEASE let the time move on even faster as Chinese New Year is waiting for me to be entertained!!!! >,<

There was some weird thinking in my mind...
Yesterday when I was looking back at my album, I found a photo and I felt so unfamiliar with him
I looked even more closely, regaining my feelings and memory, realizing that it was him.
It took me a few seconds to think about the memory and that's how my memory creep into my mind.
HIM, the one that I most familiar with. I felt sad and strange...
Is it time or distance devastated us? or
Is time and distance can really be resisted by true love?

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When you are looking at the sky,

It was actually huge and gigantic enough to contain all my sadness and fear.

SMILE TO THE WORLD =)

Learning to be satisfied with yourselves and your life

It is the end of the first week in school and yeah I was still rushing for my projects, assignments and homework.

Well... How was the day? It was quite packed, busy but filled day! Should live my life to the fullest!

Isn't it better to fill my timing fully and time went by just a blink of eyes?

Last year in September, I went to Manila,Philippine for school purposes and it was also my first time went overseas except Malaysia and Singapore. I went for  two weeks inn order to help the housewives in Sitio Upper Bathala to find the another income resource who mainly know how to sew.

It was a good opportunity for me to learn to be a better person especially when I went to the village. It doesn't mean that I was a bad people previously. >.< 

It taught me to be satisfied for what I have now. this is because the normal stuff that we have could probably the thing that they have never seem before or even own one. For example, apparently at here(either in Singapore or Malaysia), every house own  at least one air-conditional. For them, it was precious and expensive. We should appreciate and learn to be satisfied. =)

*It is hard to be satisfied with life if you are unable to satisfied with yourselves* 

The life in Manila was tough. Some of them has financial problems whilst some of them was in a single parent family... It was sad and touching whenever you were listening to their story... Their troubles and hurts are sometime we as in a perfect family/positions will never experience and feel it. When you heard their problems, you will think that our problem is not really a problem as compared to theirs. Ours is like not even 1% of theirs. You are able to see determined, strong-minded and mettlesome from their appearance and deep from their heart. 

So, learn to be APPRECIATING and SATISFIED!

 

Keep Calm, Stay Strong.

Everyone should stay strong and calm especially at this timing...

Life is vulnerable. We can't predict when will be our last breath...

What we can do is to appreciate everything that we have

Slow down,

Clam down,

Don't worry,

Don't hurry.

Be mature as childish won't help in solving the problems

Be patient as impatient will worsen the conditions

Preparing for receiving bad news anytime is like someone chasing you behind and you don't know when he would catch you...

New Year Resolution!

UH-HUH!!
I am here again to annoy you!
NAH My school started again with tons and lot of worksss
Really feel annoying with those assignments and projects
But still need to learn how to enjoy yourselves along with these whole stuff
IF not you will be suffered a lot until it nearly kill you...

Feeling blue recently...


Thinking about should I continue studying OR should I give up and work...
This is kind of a dilemma situation...
I hope I can continue study but financially not supported
Have been thinking about it for a long time, still unable to final my decision.

Life is beautiful.
Positive thinking will evokes
-more energy
-more initiative
-more happiness

My New Year Resolution for 2016
I want to be more happier and be a cheerful girl!